i am bloated and a bit constipated -
and still, i am level at 106 pounds.
(CUE THE MARCHING BAND)
AND - that's with a bulky sweater and shoes on, after two days of pretty crappy eating. imagine the results after taking laxatives and restricting severly for a couple days?
mmmm. heavenly.
i feel very fucked up and indulgent. i just ate two cartons of frozen yogurt and a bag of goldfish. i don't really give two fucks at this point. i'll return to reality in the morning. i'll go hungry, i'll miss my boyfriend, i'll frown and shake my head when others offer me food.
but for now - i'm giving in. i think we all need the giving in sometime.
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